A cIndeReLla sTory...

2007-01-14T23:21:00.000-08:00

ya..finally..last project hav to go~
hope everything will b fine start from tmr!=)
no more project..no more stress...oh wait, exam around corner.shit..shit..
but i was wrong in the past..i told my frens i rather do project more than exam..
i think im wrong..coz project need teamwork, if we dun hav ,then there is nth n get worse result in the end.
so, buck up!
=))
waiting for someone who concern me,
waiting for someone willing to b my listener,
waiting for someone to lend me his/her shoulder to cry,
waiting for someone to lend me his/her hand when i was in trouble.....
only waiting can do..
criously.

2007-01-13T11:08:00.000-08:00

yesterday was a fun day!
first, this is my first time to wait for somebody around 2 hrs at kranji mrt...n there is nth for me to do while i was waiting them.,..n by the time i waiting them, my dear keep calling me n tell me it is impossible for him to fetch us bec n to go town becoz of the heavy rain in Jb,it floods all the way there, plentong flood,cars cant drive through,pandan flood, only lorry can drive through. i floods till 1 meter =(
ok, chun leen n jing yi finally reach kranji, n the first words came out from chun leen's mouth is, "if we can go bec to jb, it's a miracle"..
it make me very dispppointed..,
but i still wan get it a try to go bec!!!!!!!!
so ,i pray n pray n pray..
there's really a miracle. all the "process" we go bec to sg custom, jb custom, cs is very smooth..
lol...then we meet chin ming n ser ser in cs.hmm, coz all of us very hungry, then we having our dinner in Tang chao .haha! * my leg is freakin tired n my shoulder oso, coz i was formal attire n high heels, can u huy imagine i wear it whole rainy day n carry a big bag with laptop tgr..omg,it really sux man....*
finally receive my dear's call around 8++pm, he say ther is no more flooding le!yeah!!!but..still raining!
by the time he reached, we all go watch movie tgr,haha!after walking under the rain, ,me chunleen n jing yi actully getting a little bit wet n cold, but we still wanna watch movie=))
yeah~~though very tired, i think we really experience a lot ....
bla bla bla....everybody say traffic jam here jam there , so we find toilet in Mobil n must release all our "water " from our body b4 we go home, a freakin funny joke happen!

chun leen was urgent, n he was kan ciong n try to open the toilet door, but it was lock up ady,so we think tt there is somebody inside!
haha,then no choice, only can wait,
after few minutes, there is no response inside, then chun leen ask the ppl inside the petrol station to open the door for him coz he think tt the door was lock up n no body inside n plus he was very urgent!
then when the open the door, there really somebody inside n luckinly is a guy!!
CL faster say " oh!!!!!!!!sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
lol!!funny la.then after the guy came out from the toilet, he looks n wear like a burgar..hmm i think he is..coz around custom tt area..it is..!
then finally CL can go inside the toilet, but no more than 5seconds then he came out,he said tt tt guy just now shitting n he really fail to aim the toilet bowl..he shit outside the toilet bowl..!
omg..really disgusting, n he keep describing the shit was very very freaking black n very disgusting!!!!!!
arghh...

hahaha!!!
blablabla..really having fun with them!!

2007-01-02T06:14:00.001-08:00

damn it!!
the internet is freaking slow n cant even log in msn n yahoo larh..
make it crazy le lah!
=((

ling ah, hope ur eyes get well soon!
c ya tmr!!nitenite!
love ya

2007-01-01T22:51:00.000-08:00

yeah!today when out whole day with my cell grp's members!
miss the moment being with them !
they gav me encourage to overcome all my problems which i really duno how to solve!
they pray for me..they know me well, especially my leader, Joy!thanz ya so much!
thanz for everything u did for us!thanz for the caring , the courage, confidence..n many many..
knows u ady 8yrs, since i was pri 6..
u acc me n neva left me alone...n my grp members..thankz so much!
i love u all!

mayhui, although u wil transfer to another church for next 1.5yrs, i still treat u as my leader ,coz in my heart u oways my leader, no one else can replace u...
hope tt time u come bec still can b my leader, n we n other members can gather n start our cell grp again!thanz god putting us tgr in one grp...!
we r one gang foreva!

miss ya=)

2006-12-31T23:53:00.000-08:00

today is the last day on 2006 n we r goin to 2007 soon!
shd i b happy or sad?..
still rmb when i was young, how i wish i can grow up faster!
but now, im goin to 20 soon!oh no!!
the age is bigger n bigger, but in my mind ,im like 17..childish!.
=(

just came bec from watching a movie -nite at the museum!
it so funny!! u guys shd better go n watch! really worth to watch!!
actually we plan to go danga bay n count down with his frens, but there i think the traffic really really jam n some more the ppl there, wor~i think very squeeze la...
n sweating n sweating...so we decide to go home, n everybody count down but me?doin project!so poor thing me!i wanna cry la!
can hear the n c the fireworks! so beautiful n nice =))

k,end here. c ya!

2006-12-30T22:54:00.000-08:00

just came bec from church..my cell grp's leader wanna move to another church for 1n 1/2 yrs, she not sure whether will come bec to our church again o not.. follow god's will...
miss her so much, she treats us eat pizza today!yummy!=))
tq~

some problems on my broadband this few days, it was very difficult to online n it damn super slow to get into any website, the worst is i cant even open my hotmail this few days!

went shoppin with dear everyday!so happy!=))
he bought me a lot stuff..thankz so much!
oh ya!he bought me a Levi's jeans n a MNG top for my xmas present!thanz thanz!!
although he get me those ex stuff, i still feel heart pain..=(
coz we now still study , cant even afford to buy those things..i think la..
hahaha!!

yo!next friday i gonna to attend a HIP HOP PARTY!yeah!!happy!!!
but wat i shd wear?i wan b different!haha,since everybody wear hip hop stuff..then i...muahhahaa!!!!!
hope the MC dun call my name n make me feel paiseh!pls...mr.MASTA~~pls..

left 2 days then comin to 2007..im gonna to 20 le! (im not a ger...not yet a woman) =))

this is wat i hope for next year:
*family members will happy n healthy always!
*self-improvement!
*next yr birthday present is the SONY pink color edition tt digital camera..but...sigh...
*good result!

..n bla bla bla...!

2006-12-25T23:23:00.000-08:00

haha!!finally end all my xmas presetation last nite..
really enjoying n happy...
this few days really really busy to rehearse all the dance..
physically tired..but mentally happy...?..lol
thankz a lot to my church frens..
they bring happy to me..

thanzk to my mum too..
she encourage me a lot...
i really love my mum n miss her a lot criously.

there is nth tt i wan..i jus wan b happy...happy is my everything !!!

havin breakfast with my secondary skool frens this morning..we exchange xmas presents ..long time neva chit chat with them..miss them so so much..
cherish them a lot ..n every moment..but our gers gang still got 1 absent..sob sob..(yen..where r u...??)
peing fetch me this morning..sitting inside her car..c her driving..really cute! n xiang was sitting bside her..n keep talking..haha,she is a ger who talk really really fast...if u din pay attention to wat she say, u sure duno wat she is talking bout!
lol..
sigh,nanako hav to go bec to her hostel around 3pm,if not, we can go k song....yy oso.,..she working...triple pay..tt's y..lol

gonnal go bec to original position now...everything gonna b same now..history is really gonna repeat itself...sad..helpless..

2006-12-22T12:28:00.000-08:00

im really really duno wat can i do now...
in here,,im relaz..there=stress..
duno how to release it..
to other ppl..only feel stress to projects and the deadline.
but for me..other than tt..
wish to find someone to talk to express my feelings to ..
but who ?..
i really duno..it really drivin me crazy..
feel so stress....n stress n stress...
tmr is my 1st xmas presentation nite..hope everythings will b fine n success..!
hope it wouldnt affected by ..
argh...miss my frens so much...
him,frens,projects,..all increase my pressure ..all bcums to my burden..
i dun wan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need somebody who can feel wat i feel bside me now..
who?..

2006-12-21T13:25:00.000-08:00

2006-12-20T20:25:00.000-08:00

the rain ruined everything..
it cause the flood..traffic jam...my time...n everythings..
today is wednesday ady..still haven start to do revision..how?who can help me..
i think only myself..
god ..pls extend my holiday n pls give me more times to study b4 exam start!

yesterday.me n yy go DVM studio to seek some info bout their dance..
hmm...everythings quite ok,.jz we cant make up our mind whether we wan dance new jazz or hip hop..
since i so love hip hop..there is no reason for me to choose new jazz rite..
haha..now only wait for yin yee's answer..

but now i hav no time to rest n study..
duno got extra time to me to dance o not.
since this sem got a lots of "endless project" to do..but dance is part of my life..so..if dun dance,then i think i hav no life at all..
everyday worry bout project, still hav to spend some time on my dance..

last sunday,my dance teacher ask me whether i can follow his step on new kind of dance.i wonder wat it is..haha..is hip hop my dear!
yeah!finally got chance to get closer to it!
lol!
but i din do streching b4 i start it..then my muscle a bit pain now..

xmas coming soon..this yr got a lots of performance on tt day!
must eat more coz im now losing some weight..then no strength to dance..
merry xmas!!!!

2006-12-18T18:51:00.001-08:00

the rain is damn heavy outside..thunder storm..
nan de yi jian..really really seldom to c..
weather really inpretictable..
traffic freakin jam..the road freaking wet n the worst is flooding..
grr.r..
it all blok my way to go to school;..
im really worry bout our project..since there is a lot of projects r waiting for us to complete..
sigh...who can lend me ur hand..?
hope tt they can online at sch..
hope tt they can understand..
hope tt they dun b so angry ..
hope tt they can relac..
hope tt we all can finish biz fin b4 friday..
santa papa...can do me a favor..
help us to finish our projects n spread ur happiness to us....

2006-12-16T14:03:00.000-08:00

omg..finally can log in to my blog ler..
haiz..
lol....smt happen to my lap top...kena virus sia..
recently project project keep appearing in my mind..
keep frighten me..
duno how to release my stress.
n i think im now is the one who only spread al unhappy all sadness to everyone around me..
not like b4..bring happiness to everyone around me..make them smile maek them laugh..
god..pls tell me wat shd i do.
im lost myself...
duno which direction shd i go....
lost myself in the dark..
criosly scare..
criously worry..
duno how to express my idea during project..
duno how to help them in the project..
hate myself!

2006-11-27T19:10:00.000-08:00

c..this is wat cel did...so sweet..though i copy from her frenster n din ask her permission..=p
love her, but now like less contact with her..haiyoh.,.hav to find one day to go out with her n enjoy her "lame" story..lol

wor...now still stucking in free access lab...

haha/....doin project with other group members..a bit weird rite??..lol..

hmm..very tired bout project but still a bit enjoy bout it..

coz i think i dun hav time to enjoy my poly life in future..=((

dun wish to feel sorry to myself, so i must be hardworking !!!n get the best result during this sem!!jia you....i need u all de support laa...=))

now finally can online every single nite coz my dad allow me brings his laptop to sg..so happy!!!

chewling they all still discuss their project...teamwork teamworkk...

y i din experience it much??..

is it i din put in all my effort??i dun think so ...

haha..

yeah..this thurs go out with ting,hui,fen n cel...haha..

long time neva go out tgr since we all rushing for the endless project..

i bliv fren is foreva one~~~!!!!!!

i love my frens...cherish them!!!!

ling now so xin fu la...her dear treat her like bao bei...lol....

this thurs got japanese de test ....haiyoh...can even rmb the words properly..haiyoh..how??..

the tutor din brief us bout the test clearly laa..

16/12 got a dance presentation at"there" one of the shopping mall in Jb..haiz...hope they can recognise mela...nokia ger..

hmm..abit paiseh..=p

2006-11-25T15:14:00.000-08:00

today is sat..tot tt can rest well at home..
but..still hav to do the bloody retail management project..n the jap..
later go practice dance again..

something happen recently..
duno hw to say..
but hope tt frenship is foreva..
hope tt frenship will not b change ..
dun bother bout the "external factor"..
ger, must b optimistic always..
we must jia you...!!

IPP coming soon....which company wanna employ me...
iw an self=placement,, dun wan sch assign me...
but 1st things..i dun evan know how to write a resumes....
who can help me??..,,
hmm..maybe there is no one only myself ba..

yen n peing now havin STPM ..the 100% paper which decide ur fate...
scary sia..
good luck to u gers..

2006-11-23T02:23:00.001-08:00

this is my ex secondary school frens..
muahaha..they all quite crazy =p
miss them ....

now doing research with yi xun in free access lab..
getting closer to her ..
lol..
she actually oso a christian ...SAME AS ME my dear,,=))

feel like buying a laptop.sigh..haven to spend a lot..
opportunity cost sia..
if i buy lap top then cant buy my clothes anymore..sobsob..
so.i think i hav to decide again=((

project n ICA n tutorial driving me crazy...help..

2006-11-13T17:18:00.001-08:00

oh my gosh..
i slept around 7pm last nite..so early..am i too tired??....haha..sure laa..
but now i think i full of energy le!!yeah~~~
haven do my biz finance now..i think my tutor wil get angry and deduct my class participation mark ...sigh...
waiting for esther,jeslin, julia now..coz our project dun hav evidence to suport...anybody can help us???...
y tt guy so scare to his gf..his gf so fierce n always control over himy he till msg me...duno wat he think criosly..wanna make me get scolded by his gf is it..lol..im not even scare bout it ..
im still hav my dearest frens to protect me..thankz gers...
lol..

ting, y u always fall sick...pray tt u can b healthy all the time!!!

today lesson end at 5, but i think i wil wait until 6 then go home with sawhui they all..
miss them a lot..

2006-11-13T16:29:00.000-08:00

haiz,,,,
getting tired n tired..who lend me their hand...
im really cant handle so many projetc n ICA at the same time...
even though i can finish it ..but dun hav the quality inside u know..how??..
i wan enjoy my life ...giv it bec to me!!!

i think my cousin few frens are under STPM pressure..
hope they wil b fine n get the result they wan..
all the best to u guys..

y me oways monday blue...?
duno where i go to having my dinner>??or skip it again???
today suppose to go library with yennie..but both od us got our project to do,,so cancel le..

dance dance dance..
y i put in my effort to perform it well ..but the result was always make me disspointed,...??
dance now no longer make me happy..im feel tired..i think all bcoz of this project ,IcA, tutorial...
how come can finish it since im so tired n i think i fall sick soon...

now duno hav much time to go out with my frenss..sobsob...
wanna spend some time with them i think ..they make me feel relax n enjoy..

2006-11-07T19:00:00.000-08:00

i need to breathe....
y so many project n ICA coming on the same period of time..
dun even start this project the the 2nd comin out...
freak..
my schedule all full ady...
no time to enjoy my life ..
no time to do other things except studying....
HELP~~~~~
always alone in library study..
y im so hardworking...
y?
..
juz bcoz a paper?
a diploma?

definitely NOT!!!!
i love to study ,..
i love to stay in library..
i love to do project..

but pls..i need rest oso..

saturday sunday..
busy ..
dance..
acc him..
no time for myself to rest ady,,
haiz,...

2006-10-30T15:55:00.000-08:00

im waiting for clara....she huh..everytime sure late one..=p
me n saw hui in library....thanz for fen ,ting ,cel...they all......leave me n hui study in library..

yeah!!Vivo city.....Toyrus...hav fun with ping,ros,keat...

last sat n sun i was freaking tired la...coz keep practicing our x'mas dance...

very enjoy during the dance camp..we dance a lot of different dance n learn a lot from our leader....thanz for god given me such a good potential in dancing..i will jia you!!

thanz for them for praise me tt im dance well..but y i cant dance liek normal in front of my leader?

coz of nervous ?or bcoz is a test tt make me unnatural??..yy???

so in the end i was assign to grp2..but nvm,i will keep practicing n get into grp1 ..!!lin,jia you!

today saw sawhui,fen,na,fanny,josh in north canteen..miss them so much...long time neva hav lunch with them le..=(

ting msg me today,ask me go out with her..but i was too busy n too stress about the project n ICA,so end up din go out with her...feel so sorry bout tt..ting,,sorry.....

but we will go out tgr on wednesday!!dun forget o...=))

biz law always confusing me ....y the english so chim one....>_<

quarrel with him lastnite again..haiz ..who can stop the "war" between us..

i wan watch movie..who wan acc me??i wan watch the "sinking of japan'..it seems quite a nice movie..

u???

2006-10-26T08:45:00.000-07:00

sunday was my last day working there...coz i hav to my work around 2 month...for my dance,..
n to concerntrate in it...
monday n tuesday werent a good day for me n him..
haiz..quarrel again..."cold fight" again..
wednesday...fen, ting,cel,na,fennie they all ps me n hui...
shit them laa...lol..
actually we suppose to go jurong n swim..but in the end we all....xxx...tgr....lol
so me n hui went to library...

a bitch duno y ...use her bf phone to help him to reply msg to me everytime...
pls la...stupid idiot guy...the chia za bo he oso can stand her...
pls la....im not interested in ur boy,,,!!!!!!!!!

yeah..todae class outing..!!

long time neva c ting,cel,hui.n fen...
miss them so much so much...
today ting date me to havin lunch tgr..duno she will ps me mah...lol..

this sem really busy..
all busy for ICA n project...
text bk text bk...who wan to sell cheap text book to me..
the 4th edition is published ady..n the 3rd edition no more value...
somemore can depreciate till very cheap i think..
but y those ppl still wanna set high prices...lol..
nvm...now i count on her(ser ser)....waiting for her answer..coz she willing to help me fidn..
thanz a lot...=))

this sat gonna join a dance camp...
sure get tired n muscle pain...
must prepare for it..

jia you!!!!!!! >_<

2006-10-20T10:47:00.000-07:00

yeah..today is friday...

having some problems with my frens recently..
who can help us??..
dun wish to be like tt...
love her a lot...
but is very weird when talking to her..
she a nice ger..
but her heart too soft,,
n easily influence by other ppl....

wanna stick with her in class...
but some "barrier"..
duno how..
project project project ..
wanna same group with her..wana include her..miss her.....

the jap lesson was fun yesterdae..
learn a lot of pronunciation
really fun n intersted in it..
fun fun fun!!!

2006-10-17T11:48:00.000-07:00

when we sing the "wu yue tian "song..then shishi n jojo take tiz photo without askin our permission...heheee>_<

this is shiyong's hand...u guys know wat he say??..
he say must put his hand inside then the photo will b more nicer....
bla bla bla....-_-"""""

havin fun with them on last friday..
haha...
copy the photo form ting ting's blog..

all the photo above is wat we doin when k song...

wahahaha......damn crazy ...all of us...!!!!!!!!

crazy crazy crazy.....!!!!!!

lol....im damn ugly from the photo laa..

but just wanna share with u all....>_<

2006-10-17T11:28:00.000-07:00

shit!!
i was overslept during the 1st day..
luckily i din late..hehee!!
yesterday was fun during the biz law lecture...
intersting but confusing oso..
haiz..
n i was damn "lucky" lah...
to be the module rap again..>_<
this time is biz law ...the part time tutor actually is a lawyer..
OMG>
but he quite nice to us....
thanz for my classmates...given me a chance to torture them..lol..
thanz so much laa...
haha..

this sem i hav to work hard a bit..
coz the biz law damn chim laa...
my english is pte ltd...
hav to jia you jia you...=))

im now alone in library ..
waiting for fen they all to havin lunch tgr..

so happy tt this sat is double pay..coz deepavali.yeah!!!thanz ya giving me this chance,,,..

bcoz of the "hip hop" dance..
now my whole body muscle pain la..
cant walk n sit properly..
suffering now..
grr...

miz ting so much ..duno how was she now...
duno wat happen to her...1st day oso absent..
haiz..worry bout her criously...

have to remind them bout next wed go jurong swimming pool!!
yeah,...but i dun wan sun tan....
i wan my fair skin..come bec pls...

gonna to bankrupt this week..
spent much money to buy those lecture notes..
haizz.....
how??..

thaz to dear tt helps me decorate the shoes...
im so proud on it..n appreciate a lot..
thanz thanz....(",)

im so hungry now..
wat time they release from the lesson.....
help.....hungry....

2006-10-15T16:33:00.000-07:00

wah...wake up at 6.45am!!!
cos i hav to do my duty at 8am n 7.45am hav to b there n prepare ady....
hmm...not bad...i dance 2 session...aftertt/...got in-house training at noon...
wah....keep practicing dance...yoyoyoyo...damn happy!!!
neva dance so long after i work as nokia promoter...
coz im born to dance i think..

2006-10-14T11:28:00.000-07:00

yeah!!
born a new shoes last nite...
so happy!!monday can wear new shoes with my dearest frens...

duno how were them yesterdae,..went chinatown...sad tt i cant go with them =((
yesterdae joshua suddenly went k-box with us oso neva inform me...haha..neva put his name in my blog..
all of us very happy yesterday..
duno who idiot duno how to take photo,,take tt one i was "walk light" in tt photo..
when we sing "wo zhi dao ni hen nan guo"..everybidu bcum very csious to sing this song...
n shiyong n jojo very funny lah...
take the scenery tt we all stand up n sing the "lian ai - ing"...we all stand on the sofa n dance dance dance..lol....fenfen realy funny when i saw her dance..lol.....crazy ger..=p
cel wanna molest me yesterdae when she was sittin bside me....scare me lah.....lol..
debby sing chinese song ler..wah.....show her improvemment in chinese..not bad huh....!!

yeah..today no work..rest at home...
acc my sis ..later wana go church practice my dance le...=)..

ok..later wan go help hui buy bag,help cousin buy sth...
go find yy return her CD..n many many stuff waitin for me to b done..
so busy ...
no time to rest now!!
jia you!!!!!! >_<

2006-10-13T09:08:00.000-07:00

wah..today is last day in bsu.
yeah...
but left one more ppt hav to finish it by today..
she n she neva cum.
n she neva inform us hav to do this things...but now..where is she....irresponsible,...
wanna MIA(missing in action) todae again..hopefully wouldnt catch by him...

duo how to finish the ppt b4 10am..
coz me n my frens goin out soon..
we go k-box!!!
hope tt it will improve our relationship between each other...

i bought a new shoes yesterday ..me, ting,hui,fen n cel, jes..oso ...
we actully wan to design it ..but haven cum out an idea..
so,we plan to go to chinatown to get some idea n materials..=)

yeah.finally enuff sleep last nite!!i slept around 9++pm...!!
today can enjoy with them...!!!
me,fen,ting,hui,cel,deb n shishi(shiyong)...!!only a guy...oh...hehee...bcareful shishi..
we will treat u very nice...dun worry..
u sure will enjoy to listen our song...(",)

yeah,hui finally keep her promise to acc me to go tgr,....
(coz todae is last dae mah...)hahahah...
but she still late..slightly late..haha..>hui,late again o..."...

yesterdae i saw the guy again!!shit la...saw him at macdonald..!!
tot tt pretend neva c him then everything will b fine..but in the end, when ting n hui go to order mac..then the guy come to ask for my phone number...
wat e hell...
he very nervous when asking me for my number...
sigh....
really scare me larh...

2006-10-12T14:28:00.000-07:00

todae me,fen , na n hui went swimming at 9am..
ting ps us..haha..
actually i had morning call her,but seems doesnt use..

we acc fenfen go sun tan,but in the end we all bcum black black le..
sobsob.....

we went north canteen to having our lunch.after tt,when we want to take lift, someone who touch my shoulder n told me tt his fren wan my number...gav me a shock..
haha, but in the end, celene fen n hui giv them the response tt im not interested,.wahahaaa..so funny,... i think it really embarassing them..>_<...

no more fair skin....no more white white princess linlin....duno dear dear still luv me mah?..hahaa....
i know he will not judge the book by the cover!
yeah!

oh ya, suddenly rmb tt yesterdae i cut my hair ..finally..
i saw my sec school fren ler!!!!!!!!!!!!!xiang, such a coincidence...meet u there...the salon we went to tgr...muahahahaa.....
oso thank a lot to her ,..coz she wake up early n prepare breakfast for me in the morning...so sweet...

love u..^^

2006-10-11T11:59:00.000-07:00

this is all my sisters....
hope our frenship will last foreva,..

yesterdae was very freaking tired....i think is bcoz of monday ...
actually plans to finish my report by yesterae..but ..i din..coz too tired plus my mind is blank...
last nite me acc ting (+hui) go her workplace to submit her timeshift..aftertt acc hui(+ting) to go to her brother there to help him to do closing,hui's brother vry good-looking but his hair i think too long for him...heeheee..but his brother not my type..coz younger than me..sobsob..(lol..)

actually we suppose to take the same train with him,....duno is bcoz he shy or we too pretty ...(haha)..he run n get in to the 1st train./..while we still haven come down yet...

yeah,later watch movie with my dear..but i haven start my report yet~~~grr....
y im so lazy ...cant stand me criously laa....
sigh....
duno who so bitchy write smt bad things about my dear julia...
walao...y ppl oways like talk bad bout other in the dark...through tag board..
useless...

anyway,since she dunwan tell us who is she ..then we oso cant do anything...but she criously hav no rite to judge ppl like tt...pls..

2006-10-10T21:50:00.000-07:00

this is call "artistic" photo..done by ting..
wor......yeah..i can do it!!!! streching b4 swimmin...muz o...jia you!!>_< no skills ..u can c from this pic who is no skill one..hehee..=p
SEXY TINGTING>>>...how sweet n cute she is..
this is 3 of us,...without make up..real us..
wat am i doin in the toilet??idiot me...muahahahahaaaa.....

tingting is removing her make up when we taking this photo...so she not in..i think this only the 2nd time we go swimming...

we swim from 7 to 9++..quite long...all our hands bcum ah ma like tt ..hahahahaaa....

we went go bathroom when we all felt cold.....playing,joking,laughing...all fill in the atmosphere there...

kinda happy n cheerful....

2006-10-10T16:00:00.000-07:00

sea view is bhind us...guess where we go...
fen..y u close ur eyes when we taking photo...so rude??..
tingting took this photo without our permission....lol...luckily our back view not bad...hmm...is damn nice i think..yeah~~

oh....delicious food.....omg....

we actually went to Grassroot's club to havin our lunch instead of north or south canteen in sch ...

at first, we all waiting for ting comes...cz dun wish to waste the time in our life, so we decide to play games in lvl4..jeslyn n cel play the daytona..hui n fen n me play the music mahhine tt kind of things..haha...we dance n singing tgr...coz no ppl there...only 3 guys there..

aftertt,me n cel play the street fighter..wor..u know who win.??

is me!!!!yeah!!!!!!..cant believe ba...(coz im too violent???cannot b ,rite???)..after playing this game...im sweating like hell larh...^^

when ting comes,we actully plan to eat chocolate fondue only..but in the end duno y wat so much things...cost S$67++,...we damn full after finish all foods on the table.....we really can do it,...wor....

happy eating lunch wiht them...next time!!....i really cherish my frens a lot..they taught me a lot of things tt i cant learn by myself..

2006-10-10T12:23:00.000-07:00

todae celene n fenfen saw the cross stitch....thye jealous larh..
but actually sawhui wana make for them ...but "limited material" n "man-power"..muahahaha
poor saw hui...
is celene's fault larh....
cant b bother la..
make sawhui cry ......they all siao laa....

now we planning where shd we go for our lunch,..
KFC????pizza hut??
huh...now all of us brankrupt at the same time..
duno how to survive till the end of this month..lol..

last nite having fun wif my dearie hui n ting..n fen is the one who ps us..celene..sobsob..she working//
we chit chat...my dear ting ...she very confuse now...
y guys oways insensitive one??...y gers must oways crazy over guys n make us sad ...
THIS IS UNFAIR!!!

yeah...i finally know how to swim..!!!thanz hui n ting..they taught me how to swim./..but slower than them haa...
nvm.i think after few weeks i sure wil improve my speed...!!yeah!!jia you..!!

love the song very much..."we zhi dao ni hen nan guo"..which is from Jolin Tsai...1st album i think..
very emo...u guys shd go n listen...

thank them a lot..
they taught me how to appreciate who the ppl tt r around me...tt y me n him now very sweet in this moment...precious moment..
is bcoz i learn how to appreciate wat he did for me..
... wateva wat he did for me in the past , i would take it for granted...
but now..i think i really change a lot n willing to giv in ...
THANK YA MY DEAR...

2006-10-09T16:30:00.000-07:00

yeah....todae go swmming.....
mayb next 2 weeks me,saw hui,ting ting,fenfen,julia,jeslyn,lina,celene...go jurong swimming pool to play..!!!yeah....sure have happy hours with them...
timetable is coming out..the schedule a bit suckz...
friday ends at 4pm...

CELENE WANNA TREATS US IN HER HOTEL WHEN HER BIRTHDAE. AT 21/12/2006....WAH.....SHE HUH.....DAMN SAYANG US LARH........

next week starts my 2nd sem in yr 2....
hav to adapt the life without them.....huh..I DUN WAN...
cant like usual go upstairs find them...
sing song with them...
listening song with them..
laughing ..
playing..
the time full of happiness...
enjoying..
relaxing..
cry together...
hugging tgr..
go toilet tgr....."shitting" tgr...
doing project tgr..
blogging tgr...
make up in the toilet tgr.....
breakfast, lunch , high tea...dinner tgr..
all my time is with them....6 months....
sticks with them over 12hours during one day...
pls......
this week is the last week for our TEP.....

tt all my memories with them.....
really dun wan separate with them.....miss them very very much...

when someone kena bully by other ..we sure will show our gers gang power ....
n help each other to revenge....

we oways sit tgr n chit chat ....
gossip...
sleep tgr in our room....
huh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i love them so much..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-09T09:42:00.000-07:00

today mondae blues.....hav to wake up early in the morning again...so sienz ...
todae is the deadline for personal selling report..shit....haven start yet....coz busy for my work inTebrau city last 2 days..
the show gers for F1 is damn chio la...sexy butts ,,,muahahhaa....
forgot to get their photo to show u guys...sigh..
actually we plans to go swimming tonite...but duno which princess PS us....shit her..haha....jkjk la..
next time ba,...
i really 'benci" the my colleague ...he always try to act cool n smt stupid things..make me feel disgusting though he ady 20++....n attached by someone ady...
u know y i dun like him..
k..
i dun like he oways like no manner n he is really not a gentleman...shitshitshitshit/......

from my observation during my working period..
i observe tt some gers oways love to dress like jap gers..y????but is very messy n mix n match till very uncomfortble like tt....y???....
all their style r the same...no thier own style ..so everybody dress like tt only giv me the same feeling n i cant recognize who is who ....
n so forth...

haiz,,now wanna start my personal selling report le....c u guys...

2006-10-06T12:02:00.000-07:00

this photo is ting ting took ....haiz...so ugly the pose....(in the computer lab, haha..still sit like tt, no image-_-"")
i was compare my wallet n her one..coz ours r the same...yeah!!!!!twins..!!!!

ting , fen n me...yeah...3 of us....were blogging in computer lab at the same time....
the story bhind this photo is bcoz peifen din put our photo in her blog..shit her..haha!
coz she put alot sawhui's photo.....bias..hahhaahahaaa..but still love her very much..!

princess fenfen n princess linlin >_< opz....wat am i doin ???...

huh....saw hui is busy now..se busy doin her project...
she dun wan help me to change my new blogskin ,....shit her laa..... nobody wanna help me..

haha..im now doin my personal selling report...actually i dun really wan to do it..i feels like copy n paste from the previous one..hahaa...cheating!!>_<>

yeah ..today is mid-autumn festival..!!goin home today...celebrate with all my relatives n family !!is family gathering ...very meaningful...

tingting absent todae coz she feeling not well....left fen me n hui havin out breakfast this morning..afterthat we go to e-plaza to do our feedback .....

shit lina la..tell me she can go msia le..but tt day when we plan to msia then she fall sick..but now...shit her shit her laa...(purposely la )....hahahaha!!!

"busuk peifen"....u know wat she say...

fen: lin,wat u don now?

lin:im blogging...

fen: can u do something meaningful..(shit her)

lin: ma de!! (laughing....=D)

ok la..i wan continue my report le...byebye...dear frens....

2006-10-05T15:51:00.000-07:00

yeah!!
i wan change a new blog skin today!!!!...

yesterdae have fun with fenfen ah hong hui hui n him....
haha...fen fen spent a lots money inJB..
first we go City square n go eat hong kong food.....
we spent around Rm$82.. for our lunch...is on ah hong's treat o...=)))
huihui n fenfen go do manicure...left me n ah hong do nth....(c how bad they r)
around 5++pm, HE reached le!!! yeah....at first i tot is who handsome guy walk pass me...wor...is him laa...muahahahaa..
we all wear so sui bian ..only him...hahahaa>_<

we now planning go zoo after TEP end...yeah!!finally can go zoo ...so happy..... ady 8 years neva go zoo le.....
must brings camera n take many many photo n create a sweet memory with my dearest frens n him...=))

finally found my ring in the morning...finally ah....later dear get angry n upset..=( heheee....

done my project...now left only 2 reports hav to complete..
this sat go Tebrau city coz there hold a nokia roadshow..the pay is not really good for me...but neva mind la...since i cant work in the next 2 weeks..
coz 22 oct go SEdili beach ,,,28 oct go dance camp in my church..
must jia you ..!!!

yeah...monday go Grassroot club eat chocolate fondue with my dearest frens....aftertt we plan to go swimming in sch...but duno ting ting can make it o not.....coz her sensitive to chlorine...sobsob...

2006-10-03T18:06:00.000-07:00

opz....so random la...herry is here!!!hahaaha..he is a nice guy criously!!!!

haiz....actually i must b like feel very happy today..coz can go home n c my family ,...n him..
but ..my project....damn difficult laa......nobody wanna offer their help to me...except her-qiufen.....
love her so much..
today go msia with fenfen daidai huihui n nana....haha gonna to meet him oso!!!yeah!!!!

shit..i heard mr wong calling my name ....dun really wish turn my head bec n giv response....die die die....

yesterday brief something to the new batch TEP students ...damn paiseh la...the website which i wan to show them how to go n how to use was blok...somebody is bad la...duno who ....blok it..shit..!

last nite really enjoying n hav fun with sawhui celene julia n DEBORAH!!!!!!!!!
deb treats us the meal...is seafood....very ex ....but really thanks to her!!!!muack..
we took many photo though we dun hav camera,......ha...we use mobile phone laaa....high tech now,,.
we took many "angle photo" with the merlion...haha..show u guys next time....
coz the photo is not here rite now...gonna to wait..
around 10.30pm..we actually wan to take cab to go home...but there a lot of shit gers la...cut our q...
in the end..we wait around hald an hour n there is no cab wan to fetch us beec..
by the time we decide to take train..haha...the only one uncle willing to stop n fetch us...
thanz taxi driver!!!!!!!

haiyah..wanna continue my project rite now..
dun wish giv qiufen too much work n pressure....
i must jia you!!!!!!!
>_<

2006-10-03T13:56:00.000-07:00

plss...can somebody lend me a hand....
help..
everybody is almost finish their project their part their task,......
but me??..
i juz start to do mine...
how??..
i really choose a wrong topic...i dun even understand the topic..how to do...????wat globalization?wat growing economic integration n liberalism....wat it tt???????
god ....helppp.......

worry bout fenfen.....she now meet some problem....duno how can help her....thou i oso experience it...wat i can do is oways bside her n giv her support....fen.jia you!

Friendship isn't always easily described.
The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow.
Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning.
Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities.
And so, too, is Friendship.
Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives.
Close friend.
Best friend.
Childhood friend.
Intimate friend.
Trusted friend.
Beloved friend.
But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.

Like any other kind of love, friendship can be lost within our lives due to neglect or anger or, sometimes, simply circumstances. However it is lost, we often lose a part of ourselves that can never quite be recovered.

so..cherish our frenship......
i really luv u all so much...!!!!
enjoying being with u guys....>_<

2006-10-02T23:00:00.000-07:00

finish two days work in nokia....finally came bec to sch...hav to rush on my project...
i really need somebody help ...on my project..eventhough i choose the the topic by myself..but i can even start to do ....really...help~~~~argh....

im so bored ..haha...try to take a pic haha.............nokia ger!! say cheese..~~

this is crystal...she a nice ger....my colleague...
help.....qiu fen is doin the gantt chart rite now...only me still blogging .....feel guity.....sobsob.....
last 2 days was fun when work with yahoo....
enjoying when deardearbring me cum to sg last nite....we havin a romantic n precious moment him..miss him so much..
everyday in sg c so many couple walk in front of me....it's really make me feel abit lonely...
but...LUCKILY..i hav a lots of dear frens......cheer up..thanz a lot to them...take k of me so much....cherish them,....

hmm....i wan go pulau redang!!i wan go Genting with dear....
i think hav to wait long long time....
today is our anni....3 yrs n 7mth...
time really past..we still hav a long way to go..=)

left 2 weeks inBSU...the place full of bored..no life...
getting tired n tired in BSU...

2006-10-02T10:31:00.000-07:00

Men Are Hard To Please!!

The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u love him, he try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!

SO HARD TO PLEASE!!!!!

2006-09-27T18:14:00.000-07:00

im so bored....freaking bored...
left 2 more weeks to stay in this freaking bored bsu...
argh!!!!!!!~~~~~
i think 7am is oways the time for me to get up ...
bcome a habbit...argh..I dUN WAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i guess i hav to stumble down to canteen and fix myself some breakfast now..im so hungry..

but y nobody in school now......
"them" ...is my purpose to come sch....motivation.....who giv me energy...

now i realy hav nth to do..

the project..duno how to start without her-qiu fen..
project actually is a teamwork??as wat mr wong said on this mornig??but y we separate n combined while we all hav done n finash n combine tgr into MS word???is it call project??
project needs our communication within our group members.....comments each other n get the things done faster n on the right track..
but??..
i dun even know when i hav to start my project..only close to qiufen...hope can get cleser to other team members...but left 2 weeks??is it too late to say tt??...

yeah..tomolo go out with yin yee!!long time din c her ady....miss her so much.....=)

this sat hav to work again..opzz..is there again....
hmm there only her who i love to being wif...love to get closer n closer....others??duno..
hope this week the "weird uncle" dun come n look for me ..pls....u really scare me...
dun ask me go out watch movie n buy food for me..enough...
u can bcum my dad ady..!!
dun oways try to do such stupid things like this..i think ur wife will get crazy after she knew it...
or u dun even get a wife now??,....pls ..im a person who duno how to refuse..reject...so..dun try to take advantage from here.....

cant b bother....

i still cant make up my mind whether i shd join x'mas presentation o not....shd i ???
but one thing i can comfirm is...im super love DANCING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can imagine y i love dancing so much???it's really fell so good when dance....it's can describe by my words n my mouth........(hope my dear can understand )

can u guys c how well she did....???but can ppl c how much effort she putting in??

2006-09-26T10:58:00.000-07:00

this is my dear dear...c wat he doin??wahahahaha!!!!

so UGLY!~~~

HELP!!~~~

Muahahaahhaa!!miss him so much...

thanz for all he have given to me...

^_^

this is wat we trying to act cute..but i think we r fail...grr....

wat he do.........trying to hide my face when we takin photo.....how dare he is..

sweet memories with him...3.5yrs...we still hav a long way to go ..jia you!!

really happy n enjoy being with him...dun wish to separate with him...

i feels sao sad n duno who can help us n make sure there is no barrier to our relationship..

2006-09-26T09:27:00.000-07:00

last nite dear dear called me n tell me tt got a bad news..i wonder wat it is...

after he told me..i was damn worry n duno wat shd i say...

i was shocked...n pray n pray tt hope it's just a mistake,....i cant accept it...really ....sob sob...

how??i think he just act strong in front of me....how i wish i now bside him .....

shd i go bec jb today??

i think he oso will not let me go bec ...

can someone do me a favor go n acc him..???..

2006-09-25T10:41:00.000-07:00

last nite, i quarrel with my dear...haiz....everyday everyday wuareel ...duno when can end this "war"....
very sad when everytime quarrel with him...duno wat shd i do...1 week only meet 2 times oso can quarrel like shit....help...i duno wan like this ...i dun even wan this happen lo....yyy???....
feel very tired bout it....
he dun even know wat i feel wat i think...sometimes from his small action can make me feel very happy n giv me a big happiness....but ...sometimes it will hurt me deeply..
y everytimes i told him wat i feel..he still like nth happen....can anybody tell me wat he thinking now....
feels like luv him so much..but love cant means tt i can stand him ...how???helpless...
but really miss him so much..

"Follow your passion, discover what makes you truely happy..... "
When we abandon our dreams in the face of busy life, our life becomes a bit blander,..
really??..

i read a article in the morning which is about ask us dare to be different, and be a champion..
from this article, this sentences give me a deep impression...
"Extraordinarily successful people are not particularly driven to success; they are driven to do somthing different, to differentiate themselves from others."
different ?how can i be different form otherS???.....how??any suggestion??

now wanna go out with sawhui ting ting fenfen nana they all..
duno how to take flexi...worry bout it..duno how to fake out 1 reason to take ...sick??feelingnot well..??..or ..??...how??
haiz....nvm..juz try my best...!yeah!........hope tt qiufen will forgive me neva do projetc today!!!sorry qiufen!!

2006-09-22T12:11:00.000-07:00

hey!!!happy friday today!!!yeah!!!goin home soon!!!!muahahaha!!

choose to be JOyfuL!!!!!!!

When all things are smooth sailing, it is easy for us to be happy, but what if things do not turn out well??what shd we dooo???.....

Joy is not equal to happiness!! the difference betweem joy n happiness are...

Happiness is from outward living...but joy is from life within,,,....tt's rite man!!..~~

n our happiness is determined by circumstance n joy is determined by our heart...

Happiness to us is temporal ..but...joy is neva ending....!!

this is when me n celene n sawhui wating for the train to cum..so bored..nth to do...

a bit no image ady laa....haha...

tingting finally cum sch n find me le..my poor tingting..bully by her classmates.....tt stupid idiot guys...

neva c such a person who so petty.....i tot only gers ...but im wrong...guys r more petty than gers...

they 1 gang...so wat??.....we gers gang!!!!yeah!!!later we help u revenge...!!!!

lvl 4....b careful!!!!hump!!~!!!!

2006-09-21T16:38:00.000-07:00

this photo we took at orchard hotel...we havin our dinner from6.30pm until 10pm...we eat too much n cause me feels like wan to vomit..heheee....but really enjoy hevin dinner with them...at first we act like "tai tai" to walk in to this hotel...after tt we slowly walk n take those food we wan to eat...after a while ...we keep taking n taking n taking....untill our table all full with chinese food , indian food..western food....all delicious food...(coz it's buffet)..haha...i think the other customer will get shock by us....coz we really eat damn many la.....out of expectation ady.....muahahahaha....superwoman!!!

bside, all chefs n celene's frens cum out n c us...(who we r??r we animals???.....)ha......then the head of the chef get a bit angry coz most of them cum out n c us....then nobody inside the kitchen...muahaha..so funny...

last nite really "full house" ......a lot of customer there...n stewardess...all is ang moh ....very pretty ...how i wish tt i can b a stewardess b4...but now..haha..change ady...it's only a dream..coz i dun wish to separate with my family....im a person who not really independant...(sob..sob)

Cherish them so much~~~~

c....so ugly me.....c wat is inside my mouth....grrr......no image le....muahahha,...the one bside me is princess fen fen...she is a "blissful ger"....oways brings happy to ppl who r around her... fen fen...muack...

this is celene....c how cute she is..... she is really a good fren to me....who will oways give in ...cherish her so much..
yo...this is my buddy ...julia da jie!ha...she damn pretty laa........chio bu!!!love her so much...she owasy take k of me.....cant live without her ..hahah...=) criously...she oways laugh laugh laugh...even there is no joke....muahahahha ..julia..luv ya =)

2006-09-21T12:30:00.000-07:00

i damn enjoying tt day...memories,,,....

freaking bored now......sitting inside the counter...nth to do.... eating my favourite "koko krunch" now..(coz mr.lee not around)

ting ting n celene sitting bhind...n think i will goin for my lunch at 1.30pm with all my dearest frns..

today is thursday ady...tmr can goin bec to msia n attend frn's wedding on sat..(haha,y i keep mention bout it?..am i too excited bout it..??....)muahahah.......

2006-09-20T14:35:00.000-07:00

can u guys c the gers bhind me..heehee..im really sorry bout it...=p
at first i tot tt today will be a good day..
but i was wrong..bcoz of tt "woman"..
early in the morning , i helps them to clean up all the books n arrange all the file folders..n those book...

suddenly, a cute guy who r foreign exchange student cum forward n sit opposite me...wah...scare me ler..he damn cute n so good-looking!!.....so,i keep looking at him n all my mind was thinking about how to makes fren with him since he is exchange student , sure dun hav much frens here...hehee=)
but tt all just is wat im thinking....no any action at all......
by the time he go out from ibrc..finally i cant stop my hand n say good bye to him!!!!
wah!!!so embarrasing..=p...nvm..then the nicholas ...ask him to cum bec....haiz....luckily puspa n zhi juan keep talking to him n ask his name n where he came from......hehee =)

just came bec from lunch ....just went to the "smoking kills" event in my sch.....saw my church fren..really quite a long time neva c her....
waiting for the visitors to cum to our sch..all the place clean up ady...now only waiting waiting..
nth to do..
only can rest ..rest..rest..
i juzt read a advertisment which is about travel to Korea..how i wish i can go korea.....such a nice n beautiful country ....
tonite go orchard hotel having dinner wtih all my pretty pretty chio bu frens.....(fen fen. sawhui,julia, celene,ting ting,debby, n me)...=)
heart really really pain although it's only S$20 for a dinner...is buffet la.....celene say wanna treat me as my birthday present..but too early..so im still thinking now.....hiaz..duno wan go o not..haha!
fen fen sick le,,must take k take k ah...

left 2 days then i can bec to msia n c my dearest family ....=)
saturday is huiling's wedding..must wear pretty pretty to go to her wedding dinner....sure got a lot of suai ge mei nv.....
yeah..i love make up...!!....

actually wanna post the neo print which took by yesterday with my dear frens they all...but must wait till saturday then only can post..muahaha...all chio bu inside....=p

2006-09-19T21:19:00.000-07:00

this is the one we took before we go PS having our korea food.......very nice rite??...hahaha....but this is the one im copy from ting ting one,.....abit blur...nvm...i think i will scan it again...waha....luv them very veyr much......precious time..=)

after we finish our korea food...then we took this photo outside the toilet,...there was an uncle looking at us when we taking this photo in front of the mirror...ha >_<

this is call "yi4 shu4"......hmm..i think only ting ting's camera can get this effect....(hhohohoohoho =0 ) n we r in the fitting room bside celene ....after tt we get scolded by the sales ger bcoz we too noisy...n it really sound pollution...wahhahaha!!where celene??hehee....

2006-09-19T16:30:00.000-07:00

i felt vey pissed off n down today..

is like yesterday i lost my contact lens in 30sec ...after tt whole day i felt like really uncomfortable n there r a lot of admin stuff need me to complete..feel so stress..

then today is like i went out for lunch with celene then i din eat the laksa carefully..then my favourite beige color short pants kena the curry....though the size is only like 5cents..but it's really damn OBVIOUS laa.....

then i decided to go home n wash it

but...

at 1st i think i can clean it with dynamo coz i watch the advertisment ..

so, i follow the step which shows from the tv..

but....

in the end....

CRIOUSLY

the dynamo

totally no use la....no use at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i putting all effect to clean it..but ..

in the end..the left hand side of my pant bcum white!!!!!

pissed off!!!!neva c any result laaa..

heart damn pain laa...

grrr....

haiz..nvm...bcoz i still on duty in IBRC,so i hav to rush bec to sch b4 2pm..

after i reach school..actullly hav to do project with qiu fen ..but all the lousy com 's fault..

she waste 2hr to download the mircrosoft (project use) program to do the gannt chart..

but in the end cant install to the pc..o shit ..

so...i go bec to my counter to do my things..

suddenly duno how many calls call in at the same time..could u just let me rest for a while..

y so many calls at the same time??..

hmm..after20minutes,tt woman ask me to helps her do some admin stuff..

but i told her i go tproject hav to do..u know watshe say..she say i can rush it by tmr afternoon...

n since im now is assistant..then hav to help he rto do..

walao..

damn it laa..

y so many things come at the wrong time...argh...

nvm.me n joshua helps her to arrange all the files..after tt...she still nag us..haiz...cant she just keep her mouth shut ??..for a few minutes?me n joshua finally found out how to fomat the machine..then we start labelling the file nams..

after finish all stupid idiot things, i finally can rest le...

today i promise my dear sawhui celene n ting ting go out tgr..

but i really hav no mood now..duno will affect them o not...hope tt it will not.....

really tired this 2 days ...

duno who can help me...

help~~
i need somebody help..

now all my frens chatting but only me hav to sit in the counter...cant able to join them..feel so sad....sob sob....

nvm...jia you jia you lin lin!!!

cheer up =)

must remember all the time!!!

2006-09-18T21:38:00.000-07:00

haiz...today i hang out with tt idiot celene..=p

actually i oso hav nth to do then hehee..jsut acc tt woman go out n look for a facial product..

hmm....after tt ..we having our dinner tgr..the time was still early,so, we decide to go angmokio n acc her buy her stuff....

when we reach angmokio there,we hold our hand tgr n walk walk around angmokio...

tt time really feel so sweet..

celene really is a nice ger...but her attitude really lousy laa..oways bully me..hehee!

aftertt, celene brought me go to a shop which sell all the hair care products which r cheaper than outside...wah!!

really cheap ler..

kekekeekee!!!=)

2006-09-16T16:31:00.000-07:00

im damn enjoy the day go out with them!!

both of them r my good good frens!!!love them so much !

they know me n oways take care of me....really feel so touch for all the things they did for me...!

saw hui ..ting ting...like wat we say...FREN FOREVA!!!!!!

yeah..today goin out with dear dear..but just go to his college...duno got wat bloody event..muahhaaha!!

long time neva go out with him ...so..toady must dress up ..wahaha!!!

hmm....still rmb yesterday Seba helps ting ting do her project...how nice he is....wor..

different Seba..!!!yeah!

ok ...

i want go out le...

love ya!!! ^_^

2006-09-15T12:45:00.000-07:00

~Fairy Tales~

giv u guys some advise...waha..

hohohoohohoo~~=p

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowi! ng you can't have them

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

2006-09-14T12:30:00.000-07:00

This IS " Yoon Eunhye"....the ger in "Princess Hours" ..is a korea drama.....she damn cute n adorable n natural..

u guys muz muz muz go n watch this show....

today is my turn to duty in IBRC (International Business Resource Centre)..argh...

wanna go out with saw hui n ting ting tonite after sch..hehee..long time neva go out with them ler...but both of them din cum to sch today..sob sob....they left me in school!!huh!!!say wana go out tgr then din cum sch!!.....but they sick...so poor things..heart pain when know they sick..tingitng havin toothache and flu..then hui last nite playing netball n tired n today go c doctor n go blood test...

still rmb tt day i lying down on herry's shoulder , my face damn faster bcum red face la..n herry oso..wahahahaha!both of us suddenly like very paiseh..grrrr....wahahahahaha!
me n saw hui keep staring at his shoulder.,..coz both of us very tired ady..then herry's shoulder keep appear in front of us....his shoulder looks like very comfortable..hmm..not, is really comfortable although we just lying down around 5 sec...=p....waha...herry...u really good-looking sia...!

BSU ,freaking bored ....all is internal projetc,.i think non more client project during this 6weeks..and all internal project i think is like wat qiufen say,after submit to our supervisor,dun think they will read lo, just put it to recycle side...n bcum rubbish.....

left 2 more days then can c my dear dear le YEAH!!! this weekend i think i will not go n work coz log time neva acc him..then i think need to sacrifice my little bit time to maintain our relationship n ajusting our "temperature of love.."...(??)

hmm..tmr mornign around 5am my dearest cousin wana fly to Shang hai to work for 10 days..sure miss her alot..take care oh ling jie jie...

now im helping mr.lee doing some admin stuff in IBRC..

hmm...the wat statistic book is the most expesive book which i neva c b4...US$548.00!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im now oso reading a book which is "JAPANESE CULTURAL ENCOUNTERS"...this books reveals the fascinating differences-from the significant to the subtle-between the Japanese culture and our own. I think this book will give me a greater insight into Japanese customs, Language, and help me do or say the righ thing at the right time whenever i meet with Japanese...i feels like goin to japan to work..muahaha.....cant imagine ler....

so, i muz starts self-learning at this moment..waha~~

JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!!! ^_^

2006-09-13T22:10:00.001-07:00

c!!this is my dear saw hui! c how cute she is....muahaha..i think after she c this photo ..i think i sure die laa....=)

this is the 2nd time i post celene's photo in my blog...she really want 2 kill me soon...everytime put her funny photo here...ruin her reputation...waha!...actually her nickname is PIG..c she can eat alot alot n even more n more than us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is wat he did in my mobile phone...so as a punishment.i put his photo n let u guys c wat he did..so cute....long time neva crap wif him le..miss him alot....shishi......
must keep in touch always eventhough we all left fr CSC.....promise ah...... tuesday..

this is my sec school's fren..miss her a lot..she now studying in KL..haiz...damn far....

2006-09-12T18:43:00.000-07:00

Read this, sad but touching.....

Message: can any message be more touching than this?

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks..

DAY 1:They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4:They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

DAY 12:Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scaredand she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..

DAY 14:They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: "My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily." Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20:Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.DAY 28:They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29:11:37 pmDaniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel: Wait for me...20 minutes later...

a stranger approached Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.11:57pmThe doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:
Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..
"Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to meThen the clock strikes 12Daniel's heart stop pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...

2006-09-11T19:32:00.000-07:00

im so bored !

nth to do!

project project!!!stay away from me!

miss the time going out with celene n sawhui last nite!

waha, that celene really like a pig...eat a lot in SaKaE SusHi...as compare to me n sawhui..

she cant really handle the temptation from sushi.....

seems like the sushi asking her to eat them.!!!!......sushi: eat me eat me ,..celene...

wahhahahahahhaaha...tt wat me n saw hui said...

today will going out with julia debby sawhui n celene ...duno where we go...mayb just eat around n gers talk ba..

2006-09-11T00:30:00.000-07:00

this is celene!!!haha..can u guys guess wat she trying to do ..

she kena hit by a pen!

wahaha!

i think she duno i put her photo in my blog.nvm..dun tell her...later when she know, she sure will kill me one laa....pls...dun tell her ..wahhaa!

celene..hehee!!really a "cold queen"....she is champion....yeah!

love her !

can u guys c the dog??...

is damn a big dog laa..

scary~~~still rmb tt day....in NYP..

we are powerpuff gers...!

yeah!!!..

we r taking train...then nth to do..so we took photo...=)

they r my good frens!yeah!!jia you!

we get closer to each other when we r in CRMCC,Canon group..still got celene n debby!!but they din go out with us tt day ,so no their photo here..sob sob..

this is ting ting!!she such a cute n adorable ger!

sumtimes, she quite crazy too..

she can do a lot of things out of my expectation..!she rocks man!!!yeah!ting fren 4eva!

can u guys c wat we doing?

wahaha.....

is the angle problem...

c how smart r we.....=)

im actually now doing project with my team members..

but the project really quite boring...haiz....HELP~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

still have to spend 5 more weeks in BSU(Business unit)..damn bored heree la..now school holiday..no handsome guys n pretty gers around ......sch seems like no more life...is lonely..bored..black n white....sepia...wahahaha!!!!!

i dun even wan to do such this "PROJECT".....next week is me duty to do the admin work..who can help me....wanna die laaa.....can slack ady laa...coz do closing for IBRC whole week....

suddenly wanna watch "princess hours" ,is a korean drama.....super damn nice!must watch must watch...the ger sit bside me now who now playing the korea song...nice....n very enjoying now...

2006-09-10T20:56:00.000-07:00

such a long time neva post my new blog..

haiz..

quite a lot of things happen during this period of time..

ok,last month, i found a new job ..is nokia promotor,the pay is quite high for me..

in the 1st time working as nokia promoter, my leader assign me to work at PnJ..

i luv all the staff there especially the boss n her sis..

they do treat me well even i was 1st time taking this kind of job..

i oso do help them when they r busy..

actually the boss quite good-looking...(hehee).....

this nokia shop left me a good impression..

my 2nd n 3rd time..is work in tebrau city..

hmm...not really close to the staffs there except a person who call yahoo...

she really close to me as a working partner n fren..

do luv her alot too..

a lot of this happen when working there..

1st, ppl disturbing me oways when i was working

2nd,not really close to them...except HER

3rd, a weird uncle oways cum n look for me ...at first i was tot tt he wan to purchase a new mobile phone..

haiz..i was wrong, actuallt he wana date with me...wah..h duno how old is he huh..ady 40++..can b my dad ady....n even wanna buy food for me...duno got poison o not..wahahha!

4th, a person who looking for models...he found me..n talk a lot alot of things related to this kind of job to me..duno wanna trust him o not, coz im very insecure for this thing since last time got an experience when i wan to interview to b a model..waha..funny..

then last weekend,i work with evon, actully he oso know this guy who oways looks for chio bu..hehee..evon damn pretty la...no one can compare with her ah...really..sumpah..

after evon told me the things about him..

then i bliv....i bliv..

wanna goin out fo rmy lunch..

blog again later...

2006-07-19T01:55:00.000-07:00

today i fall sick again..damn sick laa..

the rain neva stop..

julia called me ...coz "he" was at the mac there.hohohohooo...

waha,he is a 3 timer la..

damn flirt la him!
i think all gers fall in love with him r sellign stamps 1..

inclusive me?

i dun think so la.

wahahaha...

now we all rush on our report

waha, the woman took leave today...

so,our freedom is cumin bec today!

last nite hav a good time with ting ting hui hui

glad to know them crioulsy

huihui said tt the strong bonding we got will not be destroyed thou we arent in the same class next 2 yrs..

n we must love each other forever n ever!!!

wahaha!

Dennis really help me alot laa...

thanz u very much!

2006-07-17T22:03:00.000-07:00

hmm.....this is the last week we r tgr in CSC..

sure will miss u guys a lot..........

hope tt we will not lost contact between each other..pls..

during this whole TEP ...we sure meet each other starts from 8.30am to 6pm (14weeks)..

hmm....sob sob..

duno next 6 wks i hav to travel bec to msia everyday o not or still stays at my aunt's house like now?

hmm...

y i oways sore throat?

am i talk too much?

hmm..wahhaha!duno!

Pirates of the Caribbeann damn nice laaa..

u guys must must must go!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gambate to myself !yeah!must finish my report!!!gambate!!=)

2006-07-14T00:15:00.000-07:00

yeah!today is Saw Hui's birthdae!!!later my dear dear will come here n meet me ..
after tt we go tgr with ting ting yenyen sabai celene n qiufen!!but we dun even know how to go to Sembawang bbq there..-_-""
ok,still rmb tiz morning, me n yen yen went to custom n queue up for waiting the bus come...
aftertt we notice tt y bhind our queue hav no ppl.....walao...........!!!
the queue is bside me..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we queue wrong queue~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~OMG!
wahahahah...damn xia sui laa......
while we reached sch..we go for our breakfast at Mac there..
me n yenyen bought a sandwich..hehee..when i took out the $$ from my wallet n paid...but i duno i paid by RM...........oh no!!!!xia sui again!!!!!
wahahahahaaahahaahahahahahahahhaaha!!
i think today will b a wonderful day!!

2006-07-12T23:16:00.000-07:00

haha!today me n my group gonna to present for sharing session!

hmm...i think our group is the best !!!(YA!CAnon Group!!)

Julia (our Big sis) who make audience keep laughing...bcoz of her nature...

hui hui ....a bit nervous but oso did a good job!!

Debby ..who the one introduce me n celene to present a skit..

bfore me n celene start our presentation,audience have already laugh n laugh n laugh -_-""

wahhaha!!!

thanz u to Binary method, Royal Omega, Telco and whole CSC2!!!thanz for their support...

wahahha!!!!!!!

especially tt Shiyong!!

took the video on us..!heehee!!!clever sia!!

Oh ya,

forgot my dearie frens ping ping n chew ling who borrow thie stuff to me..

if not...i think i will get scolded by a "WOMAN"...

yeah, tonite goin bec to msia ..

gonna c my family soon *_ *

tmr is huihui's birthdae,duno wat shd i wear to her birthdae..hmm..

that stupid idiot joshua who like to "kacao" ppl..

n oso take ppl's photo without permission..lame guy!!!wahhahahaha!!!!!!!!

haiz..

next week which is last week for this stopover..sad coz hav to separate with my dearie frens...

happy coz no need to c "HER" face anymore...

Gambate linlin!!!!!! ^_^

2006-07-12T21:41:00.000-07:00

gonna to starts my personal selling reports today..

finally finish our PPT slides..

tomolo have to b formal attire...

i think i cannot make it ba..

hahaha..!!enjoying having lunvh with debby, celene n sawhui!!!

damn funny laa....

Tonite gonna hang out again with my dearie...

hui hui n ting ting ..

i think yen yen not goin with us coz she lost her way to go home last nite..(wor......)-_-""

but quite dangerous when she go home alone n cant remember then direction to go home..

Julia not cuming to sch today..

miss her a lot...like somthing was missing when she not bsie me..hmm i think is her "LAugh"!!!

feels like very sienz recently...

this sunday will have the in-house training ...result coming out on that day..duno have to retake again o not????..nervous...T_T

2006-07-11T21:16:00.000-07:00

lame celene!!!bully me whole day!!!!n do alot of stupid things prank on me..

c how nice i am...

she keep insulting everyone lo...shit ger...

not goin for lunch today...coz hav to rush to do our report...sad..

saw him and his gf walked tgr in front of me..

did a lot of stupid stuff today!!!paiseh.....

yeah..tonite hang out with huihhui,ting ting n yen yen..so happy !!
cant wait to go shopping with them..

enjoying the time being with them..!

Left 1 more week we have to seperate into different stopover..sure miz my buddy alot..

always a pleasure to do project with my team members which is Sawhui,Celene,Julia n Debby!!

Yennie's dad goin to fetch us bec to msia on this thurs....so happy when she told me tt...

Then can wear pretty pretty when huihui's birthdae..=)

jus now saw hui hui cried, make me duno how to comfort her..coz she too stress to our project..

thurs our group hav to do presentation, me n celene hav to do the power point nicely ...if not..will feel guilty..

2006-07-10T02:44:00.000-07:00

today is rainny day!!

hmm...forgot to bring my "shirt"....

the "WOMAN" have to say something to me again...-_-"

Cant STAND HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She is a "BEACH".....wahahahahahaha!!!!so happy!!!!!!!

this week have to plan a time for me to start my report..

who gonna to help me for my report?how??..

duno i can finish it before 21 July??...

today i saw "HIM" in north canteen ...die laa..i think he know liao laa..

haiz..nvm..jz act like normal when c him again..=p

sore throat..how???

eat medicine la...as simple as that .....but y im still feel like empty in my heart....hmm...

me n celene n sawhui ate a lot of bee hun today!!

wat scary man...

today dear dear gonna do revision..

miss him..

2006-07-06T20:42:00.000-07:00

oh!! freakin late ...i suppose to wake up at 5.30am...but..haiz..
have to rush to Yennie's house in before 6.30am...coz her dad fetch us go custom...
by the time we reach school was damn early la..
the we slowly walk...n look at the scenery...although i know tt no any scenery..-_-""
Sumbody who owe my dear celene 300bucks..n duno y she cant even get in touch wif the "bad guy"..freaking irritating!!owe ppl money n run away!!!
from this angle,can c wat ting ting doin..how cute n sweet she is...
Lunch time...duno wat shd i eat where shd i go.....
yeah!!!!
next fri is huihui's birthdae!!!duno wat she wan???...i know she luv Eeyore.....

2006-07-06T01:15:00.001-07:00

hmmm!!!!!!!!!!!love Ms Tee so much!!!!She very nice laa....
she approve my flexi leave without asking me the reason !!!!
Fen fen damn cute laa..
she saw a handsome guy who call "yuan yi"....then fainting immediately..wahahahahahahaha!!!*
yo....i saw "HIM" today!!
oh...just opposite our room!
but i think his gf is bside him....(sob sob.....)
celene was playing with me on the way we goin bec to our CSC room...damn fuuny laa..
she keep kicking me ..but she fail to do it ..wahaha..coz her leg shorter than me....!!!(heheheheee)
n she keep doing silly things laaa..
no one can win her lo....
hahaa...

2006-07-05T18:23:00.000-07:00

haiz...woke up at 7am..becoz of the "RAIN".....so,im late!....
luckily the uncle willing to share his umbrella with mee...thankz a lot,UncLe~~~~*_*
huihui was waiting me at yishun alone...although we r late to sch ...she still wait me at yishun..how sweet she is..
having many problems wif him ....
duno who can solve it....very tired...
the weather damn cold today....neva brings jacket...
in my heart oso feel very cold ..coz he is not bside me..
long time neva contact with my good frens...
miss them alot....duno hoW r they now..fine??
ting ting didnt cum to sch todae..miss her...
tonite goin home!!!yeah!!
my bed.......im cuming back soon!!!